The Another Questions

If "Everything happens for a reason" is true,
then could You just show me the reasons why You put us in this storm for so long?
why don't You wait until I graduate? until I could stand myself, at least.
why?
I don't mean to complaining but, it's too shocking... hehe
sometimes, it feels like I really want to blow up.

but it's okay actually...
and I do not have any right to be angry with You, do I? :)